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He just came back. I was surprised to receive a text from him a month before his scheduled return. I was glad he still kept my number and made an effort to communicate. And just about a week ago, he said he’s actually here. He’d like to go out. Oooppss. Here we go again.

In as much as I’d like to see him, I compelled myself not to, because I know what it will lead to. I don’t want to fall… over again. He has a much different life now and so have I. I still think about him, sometimes still wondered how it could’ve been if he stayed. A small part of the pain he left me remained, inspite everything that has happened from then and now. A part of me still can’t forgive him for what he did, but slowly, I’m beginning to understand everything that had come between us. I hope you know how special you had been to me.

We have what we had, not all good, and not bad.